fuck being complete

1. I'd say, fuck being complete. Why do we have to be complete. Why do we do what we do in the first place. Is it fucking reasonable to do so. Yeah, maybe money or material, but does that complete yourself ?

2. I've been thinking, why do we have to work hard and save money ? To save up to for a respectable wardrobe ? I've been doing all these while, and I did have a respectable wardrobe. CK shirts, armani exchange jeans, and I realized what fuck have I been doing all these while. Why do I need all these ? I had full 3 weeks of wardrobe filled with Zara, but what in hell do I need them for? Who am going to impress ?

3. I guess that all these while I've been misled of how I lead myself. But then again, I have no regrets. In fact, it's good I've done all these while to get where am I right now. I would have correlated that we all had to learn the hard way. People naturally learn the hard way. It's generally hard to change an attitude. God sent 22 or maybe 23 , oh I don't know, prophets to set people's fucking attitude straight. That's how difficult changing attitudes are.

4. Maybe, just maybe it's just worth if the purpose is worth doing fuckingfor. I had seen people working their fucking ass off to achieve their life dreams, not just work dreams. I had a friend selling insurance for a living. It was and still is not a pretty sight working in sales. Facing all kinds of fucked up people from all fucking walks of life is not a encouraging attributes in selling. But it works somehow. He had made it, went out from a fucking dead-end telemarketer and became a fucking made guy now. He's cool. I can still recall, during the early days he was quite having a fucked up time to make his targets. I'd loan him some dough to make ends meet. But it was quite an investment.

5. I would have to say that it is hunger that makes you so alive. It's like having not to fuck for a month, looking for a right opportunity to fuck a girl's brain off. It's the journey, not the destination that matters. It's when we are incomplete, is where we are most alive in our life. It I were just escaped a death incident, the next day my breakfast will be the best breakfast ever in my life.

6. So stop saving for your IKEA ideal living room, or bedroom or any fucking lampshade. I'd do something else to make yourself even my hungrier than before. I don't know what it is, but invest something that it will be worth fucking for, at least for a lifetime.

7. So what am I looking for? Distinguished RE ? Well, maybe . But i'm still looking. But perhaps it would need some inspiration to seek it. Rather than just fucking stall in front of the pc, i'd find inspiration elsewhere, banging a chick would inspire me something. Who knows.