between mere coincidence or tell tale sign

1. my previous post elaborated on death. 2008 i would say it's a sad year. lot's of ppl i know have died. what's more saddening is that they died not on natural causes, mostly on accidents. by statistics, a total more than 10 ppl i've known have died, 100% due to road accidents.

2. malaysia has probably the highest rate of accidents in the world, if not in southeast asia. it's one of the countries in the world that you can die easily on the road. so, if you feeling suicidal and a life to spare, pls do come to malaysia and there's a definite chance of getting yourself killed on the road. i would prefer for you to come during the festive holidays. every day there's literally 20 people died on the road. and that's just on formal reports, not including the ones that are not reported.

3. u know, it's scares the fuck out of me thinking of this. it's like watching final destination, but it's fucking real. there are no tell tale signs, just instant death. it'll be so fast that you don't realize you're dead. your soul would be squandering in a dimensionless time.

4. all the telltales signs were there. imagine, last couple of weeks i was literally had a graveyard view for a week, witnessed a funeral took place, and all of a sudden 2 friends which i've known died of a car accident. i was, and still am, very sad. i've just met them on the previous week, and definitely they were very much alive.

5. this was coupled my sudden interest watching constantine. the movie is all about death, satanism, exorcism, religion and so on. what kind of messages am i getting ? it's all coming at once. i just could not figure it out. plus, i was diagnosed potential bronchitis. the world just came crashing in.

6. all of these i realized that, when things go wrong, they go really, really wrong. you just can't explain it with a sound, logical mind. these things are not to be figured out. they are just what they are. forget and get on with it. you can't do much for the dead, for they are dead forever. what can be offered is just prayers and hope. hope. the quintessential attribute of the human spirit that could lead either humanity's weakest weakness or the most powerful weapon.

7. i would simply conclude that don't take telltale signs for grated. i'll guarantee that each of us has experienced deja vu, or simply a prognosis to hint you things to come. They'll come in an assortments of medium ; either in your dreams, or even events that happen closest to you. what matters most is how much you take these telltales , or just mere, coincidence. Fuck coincidence, i just don't believe it even in the most sceptic of mind.

8. anyhow, all my prayers are sent for the departed souls. may they rest in peace. amin. i would guess were are just mere living destined to be dead, waiting our bodies to decompose in heaps of underlaying soils. perhaps what really matters is what have you really accomplish when you're alive. and when you're approaching death, that's where you feel most alive.

cheers